I am done with my motivational speaking for the day. For the record, the tropical island thing DOES exist, and so do many other hidden secrets. I know they are there, accessing them is the tricky part, and if you are into challenges, this is the ultimate one, with the most miraculous, insane rewards.
So I have been wondering what my purpose in life is, and Iread an article on steve pavlina's website that if you simply sit down and write, or type, whatever comes to your mind when you ask that question, there is your answer, flowing through you like da great Nile river.
So here goes I am going to try it now: hopefully I can do this for 20 whole minutes, god help me don't judge!
OK so I am asking both myself and the universe right now, "What is my purpose in life?" why am I here? What have I been put on planet earth to do, how shall I serve others and live my best, selfish life? This means find meaning AND have the luxuries I want, the travel, the great restaurants, beautiful home and other such materialitic things that make this earthly existence, quite honestlky, FUNNER?
I know I sound like a spoiled brat right now, since relatvely speaking I have everything any human being could want in this world, which is a loving foundation of family and friends, health, a roof over my head, and overall satisfaction with myself. I know I have a lot going for me, but what do I PINPOINT ans what do i do with it?
I know that I always wanted to be a mucisian but I never did anything about it after the age of about 16. Also, I really wanted to write advice columns in the recent past, and I still do, just becausue I am struggling with my life's purpose doesn't mean I can;t clearly see other's. There's something about being intuive about yourself that is extra challenging, since we tend to believe what we want to believe and not necessarily what we know deep down to be the TRUTH.
My purpose in life is to inspire, god do i want to inspire people, especially with song and writing and creative expression. I dont want to be in corporate america, I have been there, doe thatm and found no enrichment (though some people do and thank goodness for that.) I dont want to sell anything...i dont need to pressure people to buy something from me, I dont need that to be my daily climate...SOOO....
I sing. I write. I attempt to paint. I perform. I help others. I get certified in life coaching and heuro-linguistic programmming. I FIND A WAY to support myself in the meantime. Stay focused. law of Attraction, follow this law and there are no "how to's" only faith and universal luck and synchronocity. My purpose in life is to realize myself, just like the rest of humanity. We all do it on different levels. I am too curious, I want to know everything! but I know now what I need to do...I just need to do it.
